oK BUT LIKE IF YOU HAVEN'T LISTENED TO THE HAMILTON/DEAR EVAN HANSEN SOUNDTRACK THEN YOU NEED TO OKAY. songs in italic are explict. hole in my heart || sleeping with sirens cancer || twenty one pilots take her to the moon || waterparks fuqboi || hey violet vapor || five seconds iof summer all time … Continue reading hamilton and dear evan hansen is my new obsession.
hi. i'm actually alive. i'm absolute crap at posting, tbh. bipolar hit me hard, and i was stuck in a "depressive episode" for a while, and that resulted in me cutting.. oof. i would've posted over the weekend BUT i was in the hospital because i was getting new meds and i ended … Continue reading oh, what a waste of a perfectly good clean wrist…
hi i crawled out of the abyss of homework and projects and youtube and medication wooo are you proud of me. this post is now gonna be some art because i need to post more art. || bulletproof love // pierce the veil this sucks but i'm posting it anyways (work in progress) riot! album … Continue reading *kicks down wall eating ice cream with a fork* i like trains.
you see what i did with the title? eh? no. okay then.. (this photo isn't blurry, it's aesthetic) || bolded are explicit. cheatercheaterbestfriendeater // never shout never blasphemy // bring me the horizon don't play // halsey crave // waterparks don't you go // all time low breathe in, breathe out // set it off … Continue reading sundays are my suicide days |-/
hi. i tried to eat soap again last night. send help. i want to die. because bipolar is fun. (no it isn't) || i got my first round of puberty blockers yesterday and my arm hurts like hell rn. because yes, getting stabbed multiple times with a needle is so much fun as well. i … Continue reading what a shame the poor groom’s bride is *claps hands* GAY!
i have nothing else to post so here ya go. || "i don't care if you're sick, i don't care if you're contagious, i would kiss you even if you were dead" (i don't care if you're contagious // pierce the veil) "i'm thinking off the page and i can't sleep" (hawaii (stay awake) // … Continue reading random song lyrics #6
so i may or may not have had a red bull before i filmed a youtube video WHILE i was in my "mania phase" of my bipolar (basically what that means is that i'm a lump of energy that won't calm down until i take sleeping pills lolol) and oh lordy let's just say the … Continue reading transgender shizzle, mental hospitals, red bull, youtube, and the pumpkin vine (life updates)
aye look another scheduled post bolded are explicit oh ms believer // twenty one pilots i'm a natural blue // waterparks rescue // the summer set twin size mattress // the front bottoms all we do // oh wonder you know what they do to guys like us in prison … Continue reading [please take me anywhere but here]
|| since when are we at #5 of these ??/?? like?? || "how many stories have you told where you made it through hell with your eyes closed? it's not that easy anymore." (eyes closed // state champs) "and now that it's dead, i live in your head, and i will haunt your fucking dreams" … Continue reading random song lyrics #5
*turns around from shoving transphobes in my closet* hmm? oh hi, yes i actually have my art post up. be proud. || i based most of these off of song lyrics btw. yeah. || mt. diablo // the story so far the leaves look so messed up but i tried. slap that you tried star … Continue reading i actUALLY HAVE ART AYEEEEEEEEEE!!!!1!!