this blog is kinda dead rn

yeah just another crappy psa to follow my other blog cuz i’m not using this one anymore.

other blog

also i saw panic! on saturday?? yee?

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also have this piece of art.

-mckenzie

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pls read

so, um, i’m not using wordpress anymore.

IM NOT STOPPING BLOGGING THOUGH.

you guys should go follow my new blog, which is what i’ll be using from now on

the anti-social social club

^that’s the new blog^

see ya over there m8s.

-mckenzie

north carolina travel diary!

hello there you beautiful pomegranates! i just got back from north carolina on saturday, so sorry i didn’t post for a week.

but, going on a trip always means one thing-

P I C T U R E S ! !

i took some pictures there, so here’s a travel diary thingy of it because i am LAME.

also i apologize for the crap quality of the photos, i took them with my iphone so like.. yeah.

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we left my grandma’s house at 7am sharp, because it was an eight-hour ride from maryland to nc (by car).

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(oof look at me in the mirror with my horrible phone.)

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it started raining as soon as we passed the line from maryland to virginia. so whoop whoop, rain.

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i was reading the upside of unrequited by becky albertalli and ohmygosh it was a good book?? ahh??

10/10 read.

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this was edited by meeeeeeeeeeeee.

we finally made it to the house we were staying in around 7pm, and then we had to go to the grocery store for food & stuff. i got a really pretty picture of the sunset.

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also, i was talking to my friend alana on the car ride there, and this happened:

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“i’m on my way to north…” “america” “africa” “london”

please don’t ask what my phone does with me. it hates me.

ALSO GUESS WHO GOT AN INTERNET GIRLFRIEND?

THIS KID!

i’m so freaking happy, me and her have been “dating” for over a week & omg, like a lot of people on tumblr know about me + her and ship both of us!! it’s so adorable oml.

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we went to the beach! we were walking distance from the beach, so it was a simple three-minute walk to the water. this was my first time ever being on a beach. i’m not kidding.

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first of all, YES I AM WEARING SWIM BOTTOMS IN THE PICTURE! and second of all, LOOK HOW PALE MY LEGS ARE! this is what happens when you spend your summers indoors on the computer.

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this is proof that we were walking distance from the beach. the place i was standing in was the road right outside my house.

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the beach was full of people that day, and it was burning hot. the sand was like LAVA, and i accidentally a) got a sunburn and b) swallowed sea water (it tastes like salty fish pee btw. just a heads up.)

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i don’t really remember what we did on day three. but we did go to some surf shop called wings, and i found a bunch of little squishy keychain thingys that were so adorableee!

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idk why the photo is sideways lol sorry.

we also played a game called ‘the game of meme’, and i won! we had a category card, and we had to make a meme using the word card and the picture cards we had & our meme had to relate to the category card. one of the category cards was ‘failure’ and i did this..

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..because i am a failure xD

d a y  f o u r

we got up at six thirty frickn a.m. because we were going on a ferry to south carolina (be prepared for a lil spam)

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we had to stop for fireworks for the fourth, and there was a random polar bear statue and i had to get a picture of it.

also yes, my shirt says ‘beach better have my money’, because it’s a play on the song “b-tch better have my money’ by rihanna. you’re so welcome.

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the place we went to was called “broadway at the beach”, and it was a bunch of shops and eatery’s and a place called “wonderworks”, which was basically the equivalent of a science center. the first floor was heck for my anxiety, because you had voices blasting everywhere, and there was screaming and ahhhh i almost had an anxiety attack.  but it’s ok, when we got to the second floor everything was all good.

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an anti-gravity water chamber thingy. it was pretty cool.

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fishies and flowers at the front of the wonderworks house.

when we were done in wonderworks, we walked around the shopping center for a bit. i got a long sleeve shirt (because i’m always cold), a stress ball in the shape of a cactus, bacon-flavored toothpicks (don’t ask.) and socks that say “f-ck off, i’m reading”.

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here’s my little cousin on a dinosaur statue. this is pure art.

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we were in this one store and h0LY CRAP LOOK AT ALL THIS DOCTOR WHO STUFF

(comment “dwatb” if you remember when my youtube channel name was “doctor who ate my bacon” lol)

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…i relate to this magnet personally.

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these are the socks i bought! i love them tbh. (i’m wearing them rn.)

d a y  f i v e

we went to a carnival thingy! it was really fun, i separated from the group for most of the time i was there because i’m old enough to be by myself (plus i had my phone)

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this picture makes me look like a masculine tomato with glasses but eh whatever.

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there were fireworks around 9pm, and i snapped a LOT of pictures, but i’m only gonna show a few.

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pretty sunset 🙂

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from the top of a ride i was on. (these are so pretty omg)

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we got ice cream afterwards, and enjoy my other cousin in the right picture trying to be a unicorn.

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we didn’t do anything really fun then, so i didn’t get any pictures except these:

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(these photos are TRUE ART omg)

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we had to leave. we left around 10am, and got back home around 7pm (bc we had to get food)

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enjoy this picture of my OTHER little cousin. SHE’S SO CUTE OMG.

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is that… is that a body in the bag on top of the car..? (i’m kidding lmao.)

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the maps thing in the car glitched & i just said “oh no we ran out of road” (as a joke. we didn’t actually run out of road.) and i sent the picture to a group chat i’m in with “we ran out of road” and my friend sarah responded with “oh. did you guys fall off a cliff?” xD

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so that’s it! should i do more travel diaries (when i actually leave my house to do stuff lololololol)? which was your favorite picture? comment below (please)

stay cool & stay alive,

-mckenzie

character aesthetics + profiles!

HELLO MY WONDERFUL POMEGRANATES!

today’s post is going to be… *drumroll*

CHARACTER STUDIES AND AESTHETICS OF ALL FIVE OF MY MAIN CHARACTERS FOR MY NANO/WATTPAD NOVEL!!

*unexcited cheers* *cricket noises*

OH COME ON MY CHARACTERS ARE ACTUALLY PRETTY INTERESTING. they’re all part of the LGBTQ+ community (yay! because pride month! woooo!)  and they each are.. well, none of them are straight. that’s all you really should know.

i’m running out of time on the computer so let’s just get into the post!

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character name: adeline (adi)

sexuality/gender orientation: lesbian

pronouns: she/her

age: 17

random facts: really into pastel stuff, has a girlfriend (well, two.), anxiety and her gfs are her best friends, crappy family issues, into tumblr.

aesthetic:

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character name: claire

sexuality/gender orientation: bisexual

pronouns: she/her

age: 16

random facts: book nerd, more anxiety than adi (oof), loves playing the ukulele and piano as well as singing, did i mention the anxiety, loves all forms of art.

aesthetic:

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character name: noah

sexuality/gender orientation: ftm transgender

pronouns: he/him

age: 14 (the youngest of the group)

random facts: video game nerd, very quiet and reserved but with adhd, will kill anyone for beef-flavored ramen.

aesthetic:

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character name: jeremy (jerry)

sexuality/gender orientation: asexual

pronouns: he/him

age: 15

random facts: only boy in his house, theatre kid, also a band kid & plays the bass clarinet, latino

aesthetic:

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(i love this omgggg)

character name: autumn/alex

sexuality/gender orientation: genderfluid

pronouns: they/them

age: 18 (the oldest kid in the group)

random facts: also a theatre nerd, is constantly quoting books/movies/songs, can play the electric guitar really well, will actually murder someone who messes with their best friends, also an AESTHETIC QUEEEEEEN

aesthetic:

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so what did you think? do my characters seem interesting enough to you guys? are you doing camp nano (i am! and i’m trying not to fail this year in camp and actual nano!)? comment below (please and thank you.) and, for all the panic! fans out there, HOW YOU FEELING ABOUT PRAY FOR THE WICKED?!? (i love it)

BY THE WAY: i’m going to north carolina tomorrow and staying there until the 31st, so i’m not gonna be posting for about a week. i’ll bring back photos tho! if anyone wants to see pictures before i make the post, i recommend you follow my instagram, which is @queertheatrenerd (what psshft this is totally not a self promo wdym.)

stay cool & stay alive,

-mckenzie 🙂

a random playlist of songs i like.

songs in bold are explicit.

life of the party / all time low

my boy / billie eilish

ma cherie / palaye royale + kellin quinn

rare / waterparks

say amen (saturday night) / panic! at the disco

hitchin’ a ride / green day

popular / the wicked soundtrack

shades of gray / state champs

little violence / waterparks

him & i / halsey + g-eazy

gaston / the beauty and the beast (live action) soundtrack

taxi cab / twenty one pilots

choke / I DONT KNOW HOW BUT THEY FOUND ME

wonderless / pierce the veil

home / morgxn

fashionably late / falling in reverse

in bloom / neck deep

pushing daisies / shannon taylor

animal i have become / three days grace

friends / anne-marie + marshmello

the remedy for a broken heart (why am i so in love?) / XXXTENTACION

 

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i’m sitting on my couch eating bbq pringles and idk why.

what are some of your favorite songs at the moment?

stay cool & stay alive, my frens.

-mckenzie

(also two posts in a row? wow?)

life updates! (oof)

HELLO KIDS I’M NOT DEAD!

school for me got out a couple days ago, and i figured, “hey, since i haven’t been on here in about fifteen billion eons, why not do a life updates post?”. and then- THIS POST WAS BORN!

so yeah, let’s just get started.

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GRADES: i finally (i think) have honor roll! i mean, i’ve got one c (french), but the rest are all a’s & b’s (i have an a in math?? like, what??), so like, that’s pretty good, for someone who is an emotional mess 24/7

LOOKS: i got my hair cut even shorter than before! (because last summer i had vvvvvvv long hair, then i cut it shoulder-length around christmas 2017, and now it’s shorter.)

IMG_6999.JPG idk why the picture is sideways BUT HERE YOU GO featuring my lil ‘equality’ painting on the background.

DRAMA CLUB: we had four performances for drama club back in april (for those who don’t know, yes, i joined drama club. the play was beauty and the beast, & i played a frickin egg seller.) and it went like, really well! i didn’t have any anxiety/panic attacks on or off stage, no one got killed during the beast/gaston scene, and i didn’t get thrown off the stage by my friend who played the beast (..don’t ask, it was part of the script, i swear), so i think it was a success.

MUSIC: i forced our google home to recognize my voice, so now i get it to play my spotify playlist 24/7 while working on sketches for youtube animations (!!), so like, i force everyone at home to listen to my music. yanno, that’s fun. but on another note, I’M (probably) GOING TO PANIC! AT THE DISCO’S CONCERT ON JULY 28TH!! AND I’M SO EXCITED! (if i don’t go see panic!, i might be going to vans warped tour. idk.)

VACATION: i’m going to north carolina on saturday! so i’m gonna be disappearing for ANOTHER week, but i promise, i’ll bring back pictures and all.

i should put more things down, but i’m short on time and i need to do some editing and stuff.

expect some of these posts in the near future: playlists, lyrics i like (everyone’s favorite series, it seems), NC photo dump, how i do my animations*,  & maybe a room tour (?)

stay cool & stay alive, my frens.

-mckenzie

(p.s. i made a new instagram account, and you guys should go follow it, because why not and i like talking to y’all! my username is @queertheatrenerd )

 

*i’m gonna start doing animations on my youtube channel, and i’m so happy! when the first video is up, i’ll tell y’all and you guys can marvel at the fact that it’s really bad.

i’m not dead

yeah i know a shocker- i’m not dead. woo.

sorry i haven’t been active- school’s been a nightmare for me and fefseasccujnc uyjhnc fuyfeygfdwh9uvfweihoqefqwerwrwrewuifgfewioe4324233789ruyfw9puefy89fwdf is my constant mood.

also today marks two years since i found out about my bipolar and i’m just..? idk.?

expect more posts soon (more like in a month lol)

stay cool & stay alive,

-mckenzie